Reflection on the Good List
Happy New Year my fellow Dyspraxics! If like me you are one of these deep thinking, heavy going Dyspraxics’ who is always reflecting upon and altering things; it is all too easy to fall into the trap of feeling like life is going nowhere. Especially, if like me (to an extent anyway) you sometimes make the same mistakes repeatedly. I remember at about 5 to 12 on New Year’s Eve as people were replenishing their drinks, chatting away about their aims for 2017, this overwhelming fear dread consumed me. I was with one of my best friends Helen Roberts; don’t get me wrong we had enjoyed a nice meal and watched the second to last Star Wars movie and as always enjoyed each other’s company. But inside I could hear my heart thundering its’ beat in my head, I was feeling sick and I just wanted to retreat into my imaginary lighthouse. I wanted to disappear because I truly felt that 2016 was another waste of time and precious energy of which I am...